scha darling al-habshi

better than F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2011-10-10T03:28:00.000+08:00

waiting for every episode of how i met your mother season 7.!!!

(:

2011-10-10T03:23:00.000+08:00

currently listening to this. @ MANGO.

sick.

2011-10-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

what a day. really. having diarrhea AND throwing up SO frequently.!!! )'''= im home now. waiting for tomorrow to see my love. hope this pain is gone once i wake up in the next morning. (=

2 months to go. (:

2011-10-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

not even 2 more months to my big day. sometimes im scared, what will we do afterwards. what will our lives be like. will we survive this. coz i know if we can survive the hardest chapter in our lives, we will be rewarded with a wonderful life in the next chapter. there are things that we already planned. insyallah, everything is going to be alright.

Batang Kali. WOAH.!

2011-09-30T10:31:00.000+08:00

12th September 2011.

Batang Kali.

scha darling al-habshi

riqhal akmal

sue ramle

baxter lance

ivern

shanaz

sham

afieq

albert

tanx guys for the wonderful experience.!

lets start.

2011-09-30T10:12:00.002+08:00

where to start. OMG. so many things to catch up. hahaha

obviously im gonna write wtv shit i remember. n obviously NOT according to an order. :D

CHELSEA VS HARIMAU MUDA.

2011-07-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

21st July 2011 @ Stadium Bukit Jalil.

sijil ooooh sijil.

2011-07-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

sijil pra perkahwinan ... yeay.! 20th July 2011 . wanna see it.? haha . gonna capture and upload the pixies later. wooooot.! hahahaha. nothing much actually. went there , signed our names , received the certificate and paid rm2.50 each for the attendances.lolx. just in case of the certificates are lost. haha. n thats it. thats all it took to get our certificates. (:

before I forget

2011-07-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

by the way... just one simple advice from me. (: bring extra money when u go for the kursus kahwin aite. coz i dont want u guys to end up like me . . . brought my money ngam2 then they asked me to pay for one of the form ... it was the marriage certificate form i guess. lolx.

registration fee : rm80 each person

certificate fee : rm10 each person

so total : rm90 each person . . .

and im gonna get my certificate on wednesday. wooohooo. :D

Zura's Akademik .

2011-07-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

tired .! just attended kursus kahwin somewhere in bangsar , right behind dataran maybank building. the place named ' Zura's Akademik ' . . . damn freaking tired . we were there since 1pm till 7 something in the evening. but eventhough it was freaking tired to just sit there and do nothing , the speakers were all good . they know how to entertain us and they were quite funny too. (:

BUT tomorrow is the worse. ! -..- we have to be there by 7.30 in the morning and we have to stay there sit in the hall and listen to all those speeches till 7 PM. ! how crazy is that.? ): freaking sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.

tanx internet.

2011-07-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

not much things to do now. so i make myself busy with blogging and tumblring and also facebooking oh ya.! and also you tube-ing. (:

its 15th already .! -..-

2011-07-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

im supposed to get my pay today . but i havent received anything yet. lets just hope i will get my pay as soon as possible . preferably . . . tonight. (:

fried - day .

2011-07-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

so fucking hot outside . what.?! like 40 degree celcius.??? crazy climate.! fly me to somewhere cold. with few neighbours are renovating their houses so there will be lots of dust .

hot weather + dusty environment = NOT good.

today is a better day.

2011-07-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyya.! :D yesterday was pretty much a good day for me . well... make it for me n my fiance. (: because when im okay, hes okay. when im in hell , i will make heaven feels like hell . haha. i have read 7 chapters of 'The Last Song' aaaaaand i have watched like 12 episodes of Prison Break season 1 . still lots more for me to read AND watch. haha.

im thinking of baking some cookies or maybe make some cupcakes. but too bad... no ingredients and just like everyone else . . . feel so freeeaking lazy to go out when u are already turned on the airconds , make ur house feel very cold when the weather outside is like somewhere in Africa , changed to only tube and short pants and the very important thing is when u are already on ur bed lying facing the laptop . haha.

well... nothing much to say. hope today will be a better day for me . (:

just a thought .

2011-07-15T15:02:00.000+08:00

things have changed . . . a lot. not only me. but everyone around me. when i was still a lil girl , i always

wondering . . . when we all grown up , will we be like the rest of the adults , living their own lives and

only get to see each other sometimes , as if they are so freaking busy . but now i know . . . we have to

work to survive . we cant depend on others to feed us everytime . yes , we have became the people that

i hate when i was a lil kid . to be seperated like the rest .but friends forever darlings .

♥ ♥ ♥

currently reading this . . .

2011-07-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks

truth only means something when its hard to admit.

no more dunhill .

2011-07-14T04:07:00.000+08:00

so ive stopped smoking . . .

On This Day (David Pomeranz)

2011-07-13T03:44:00.000+08:00

sweet song. (: ♥

BERSIH 2.0 OR PATRIOT ???

2011-07-13T02:29:00.000+08:00

Riqhal & Scha ♥

2011-07-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

Time flies. really. its already been a year 3 months n 3 days since we be together.

LoL

2011-07-13T02:15:00.000+08:00

i wonder how my kids will look like. grr... cant wait for that. haha. ;p i really

really wish that my first kid will be a boy so that i can give my parents a first

grandson. hee...

new niece. :D

2011-07-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

now i have 2 nieces. :D weee..... ♥

first niece : Syarifah Safiya Az-zahra bt Syed Hazlan Izham Al - Habshi

second niece : Puteri Orkid Balqish bt Hafizuddin

feel like uploading more pixies. ♥

2011-07-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

but too bad... my connection here is soooooo freaking S L O W . . . -..-

Supervisor TGI Friday's Subang Parade.

2011-07-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

while waiting for my September semester, ive worked at TGI Friday's Subang Parade. only worked there for a month and a half. DO NOT blame me. things happened. HAHA.

the supervisor named Yusry Zainal actually slapped me for no freaking reason so i went back on break time and actually told my lovely fiance about it. AND... HAHA. i got slapped by him so he got slapped by my fiance infront of everyone. HAHA. n he blamed me for that. -..-

*he slapped me for no freaking reason.
*i told my lovely fiance.
*he got slapped by my lovely and protective fiance infront of everyone.
*he blames me for such embarrasment.
*he told everystaff that i made up story bout he slapped me.
*he told general manager that he never ever touched me.
*general manager watched the CCTV n he saw Yusry slapped me.
*general manager scolded him infront of me. he APOLOGIZED.!!!
*but again... he told everyone that im the one who apologized. -..-

HAHAHAHAHA. such a loser. HAHA. so ive decided to stop working there. (:

pixies pixes n more pixies.! :D

2011-07-12T19:59:00.001+08:00

Engagement Pix :

im active again.~

2011-07-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

haha. never thought that i will reactive blogging again. lolx. im so bored at home. nothing else to do. lolx. astro also no nice shows to watch. sigh. so many things to update. so many words to write. wooooot.! ♥

30th January 2011. engagement day.

2011-07-12T19:01:00.001+08:00

i am officialy engaged to Riqhal Akmal b Riplis. N I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY AND GLAD. its good to love and to be loved by the same person. (: uploading the slide sooooooon. :D

meet my fiance. (:

fucked up.

2010-05-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

i dont know who am i to him. i dont know where do i stand in his heart. i wanna ask him. but im too scared to lose everything that we have now. scha, just go with the flow like you always do. ok.? deep deeeeep deeeeep inside, i do fucking love you. im jealous if you mention ur ex's name. im jealous if you talk bout her. but who the hell am i to stop you from talking. im a just a darling. well, i hope not. but i dont know. erm...he understands me a lot. he helped me a lot. and i do believe that i also did the same thing. but maybe its just a friends thingy, and not more than that. well i hate this feeling. the feeling you have when you are first time being in love with your own bestfriend. its like, a new thing to me. coz i never fell in love with my own darling likt this. i mean, before this i had a crush on my darling too. but it was nothing coz i had a boyfie back then. but now, i have him. and only him. so, i dont know. im scared. im confused. im fucked up. ):

do know darlings.

2009-12-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

min min : i love u soooooo much no matter what other people say bout u. and i would like to apologise for changing who u are. i mean, i didnt mean it. but maybe since we hanged together, ure like kinda bit by bit followed everything i do. i cant blame u 100% on that eventhough ive told u that ure the one who can decide what u wanna do, which path u wanna go n stuffs. but i admit, half of it, is my fault too. i shouldnt do that since i know ure not a very social girl. but sayang, whatever it is, we have to think at the bright side. now u know a bit of how it feels like to go out at night, drink, flirt around, be sexy and most important, to feel free. lets say if u dont hang with me, im sure, one fine day, u will do this too. its just about time. and i would like to apologise too coz i know sometimes i got so emo and mad at u for no reason, get annoyed for no reason. thats me min min. i just cant change that. im sorry. but do know that whatever i do, i love you, and i really hope we will be friends till my dying day. tanx for always be there for me. i really appreciate it. tanx for making me happy when im down. tanx tanx tanx. and tanx for being a very sweet and caring friend. ♥♥♥

danny : danny danny.. danny danson uh.? hehehe. tanx for being there for me when i was down. n tanx for always be there for me whenever i need someone to talk, to gedik, to lepak n stuffs. i know u wont read this, but just so u know, ure da best of da best guy friends i have. and i love u for being u. muuuuahx.! but im sorry too. coz i know, sometimes im a bit annoying. erm. sorry for that. cant help myself for being annoying once in awhle. :P ♥♥♥

ryan : yen sayaaang. :))) u helped me a lot in going through a fucking hard phase of my life so far. bangun je, calling2 u guys. do u know that without u guys, i wont be able to move on..im weak. im fucking weak inside doe yen. ohh goood. i just dont know how to say how thankful i am to have a friend like u. tanx aite. :))) ♥♥♥

haniza tomohisa : dear tomohisa... can u like please just shut the fuck up and dont be so emo.? darling... trust me...i wont forget u. ure my bestie. weve known each other for almost 7 years. but yeah.. friendship is not a matter of counting years, but making the years count. weve been through a looooooot of things together tomohisa. its just that, now im hanging out with my other darlings, doesnt mean ive forgotten u. no. i wont. ok. let me get it straight. im moving on from someone i love so much. and i need someone else to be there for me 24/7. but u cant do that coz u have to chow early and stuffs. but its ok sayang. im not mad at u or whatsoever. uve helped me out in 6 years plus already. time for u to rest for awhile. and plus they are all single, with scandals.. so, they know what i feel inside, and they can be with me teman me, make me be a strong girl again. im sure as hell u dont want, one day u drive at 15, suddenly u see my body on the street, with blood and all. u dont want that right. i really hope u can be happy when u see im happy. but how the hell can i be happy when i know ure not.? ifly haniza baiduri. ♥♥♥

deep down.

2009-11-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice.

Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you.

The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else.

This is only half of what i feel deep inside me. ♥♥♥

lets kill those cows.! :D

2009-11-27T13:38:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji people.!

korban lah lembu sebelum u dikorban kan. :P hehe.

selamat hari raya.! :DD

im back in terengganu. bye bye subang. will be back in subang mayb on sunday. (: but i can bet, da traffic will be very fucking heavy. dammit.! wrong timing doe. actually what we should do is, go back to subang on saturday. (: better rite.? i mean, im talking bout the traffic.

but im glad im in terengganu now. coz i can see my ♥ . hes here too. (: teehee..~

seriously doe. i feel so awkward. i mean, hes someone else's bf now. i cant hug him. i cant kiss him. i cant baby baby with him. u feel me.? i mean. i cant do things i always do when im with him u know. i just cant. coz hes not mine anymore. and somehow i feel fucking awkward. but i just hope everything is gonna be fine. just fine. (: lets pray for that huh. (: teeheee...~

p/s : look at the cow's eyes. ahahhahaha. :PP

26th nov. (:

2009-11-27T13:15:00.002+08:00

GENTING HIGHLANDS. :D ahahahahah. gile random kan. :D ahahha. if people ask what random fact about em. juz say they re random. ahahahah. :D our moms pregnant fer us randomly. ahahha. they gave birth to us randomly. and dats y we do everything randomly. :) ahahahahha.

wtv. i ♥ my darlings. :))

22nd nov. (:

2009-11-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANI.!

went to nailis. and to karaoke at cheras. lolx. (: damn cun. (:

♥♥♥

i hate september.!

2009-11-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

im sitting here all by myself.
just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know its not working out
coz you'r all thats on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didnt mean to love me back.but I know you did

Im sittin here tryin to convince myself
that you'r not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I dont want to spend them alone
Memories of holiday time with you
will just kill me if Im on my own, oh

I know its not the smartest thing to do
we just cant seem to get it right
But what I wouldnt give to have one more chance tonight.
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby wont you take my hand
weve got nothing left to prove.

our first fight was in september 08. n he listened to this song. n this year's september was the time for me to listen to the song. fuck shit uh. a lonely september. ))))''':

17th & 18th nov 09.

2009-11-25T16:05:00.001+08:00

port dickson guys.! ((: ahahhaah. me, min min, danny, ryan, kaurey and loq.! :D 6 of us. :D it was SO much fun. coz we went to da beach twice.! first night we went to da beach, and we tapau some pizzas, and we ate da pizza, n we built a campfire. ahahah. it was so cute. (: ahahah. n then the very next day, we went to beach again. its a private beach. n nobody was der except for us.! :D ahaahha. n oh. this time, we hanged at da beach for quite sometime actually. ahah. we did lots of crazy things. esp ryan n danny. they went to catched some crabs. ahah. crap rite.? ahahaha. :D n they put em in a bottle. a mineral bottle. LOL. but seriously.! lots n lots n lots of crabs back there. grrr... ahaha. n then it was raining.! n all of us except for loq were all wet. so, loq drove the car back to the apartment while 5 of us were walking and we climbed a gate. coz if we use the front gate, it would be so far for us, so we used the back gate. but we had to climb. n yea. we managed to climbed the gate. ahahah. n then while its raining, we swam in the swimming pool. except for me. ahaha. coz the pool is so fucking deep. damn. ): scary. ahaha. n yeah. n then some guys joined us. so, we went upstairs and took a nap. ahahah. ((: it was so much fun.! seriously. looking forward to go on vacation with em again.! :DD

love u darlings. ♥♥♥

12th & 13th nov 09. (:

2009-11-25T14:53:00.001+08:00

penang penang. we went there for 2 days n a night. the night was a bit boring... coz we didnt know where to go and what to do. it was just the two of us. my sister had to sleep early for work the next day. so, she couldnt layan us and all. so, we were on our own. lolx.!

at night, we were sooooo damn fucking hungry doe. seriously. like starving like that. fuck shit. ahahah. i thought wanna order mcd or dominos or smtg.. coz it was damn late ady, around 3 am i think. so yeah. i called mcd. n i asked that operator guy to deliver to our hotel, eastin hotel. but sadly.. that motherfucker said mcd around our hotel is closed, so they cant deliver it to us. so, we were like wtf sial. sokay la. what else to do right. *sigh.* so we ordered from room service.! ahahahahah. yeah, we actually did that doe. coz we were starving to death ady. ahahha. we ordered a fried rice, with a drumstick, a fried egg, 3 fish crackers and sambal belacan. n it ws rm27.60 doe. ahahahha. damn expensive for us. ahahah. but sokay. had to. no choice. LOL.

the next day was better. coz we went to batu feringghi.! :D it was fun. we hanged around hard rock hotel. damn damn damn. fucking nice.! the hotel is simple, but its fucking nice. u gotta fucking believe me. damn.! and behind the hotel is the hard rock cafe. n there r 2 pools. n omfg.! how i wish we stayed at the hard rock hotel rather than that stupid boring eastin hotel. ahah.

but yeah. the trip was nice actually. coz atleast i spent time with my darling, min min. ahahha. :D xoxo min min.! :DD

♥♥♥

helo. (:

2009-11-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

damn. so long didnt even checked my blog. been very busy with my life lately. trying to get up here when the love just knocked me down. (:

sometimes love comes around. and when ey knock u down. just get back up when ey knock u down. - dedicated by sonja sya to me. knock u down. LOL.

♥♥♥

random night. (:

2009-11-07T07:59:00.000+08:00

what a night. i told danny to cheer me up. end up we went clubbing, and randomly went to a hotel..~ bah.! tanx darling.! ♥

min min also laa..wont forget her la. but pity her kena kacau dengan orang iran. lolx.! ♥

while me. ('x im happy fr awhile. n now im sad again.

♥ tanx danny n min min. (x ♥

holiday in november. (:

2009-11-06T03:48:00.005+08:00

(this is what i need now to relax my mind.)

holy holy.! here comes holiday.!~ teehee...~ its like, this monday is my last claz for this sem, n i only have to wait til final which is on the 7th dec. yea, i just dropped 2 subjects. so im taking only one subject, which is micro. haihx. n next sem jumpe miss michelle again. shell be lecturing macroeconomics pulak. aduh. xO n den.... on tuesday... im going to peeeeenang.~ weeee...~ cant wait. just me n my sister. but yeah. shes going there to work. i just go der n teman her only. if i wana bring anyone can la coz shes like dont want me to get bored while shes working.. but idk.. i dont have many galfrens. n sadly i can only bring galfrens, unless dat guy wana pay for his room, then nevermind lor. hehe. but idk. if there is no one to follow me, ill be alone in penang till friday.n i am sooooo gonna spend my whole time at the beach. omg.! cant waitttt... (: but yeah. for sure im gonna miss my friends. but wtv man. i mean, i had enough of thinking bout other people so now mayb its time for me to think bout myself. but yeah. m so gonna buy souvenirs for em. (: seriously, i cant wait.!! ♥

min min.

2009-11-06T03:10:00.001+08:00

meet zarith yasmin bt redzuan. ♥ i admit, these few days, ive been like ignoring her n stuff. i know i shouldn't do that. i really am sorry. but i really hope that u do understand my situation now. i mean, i cant even go out and have fun like what i always do. now im trying to be strong n be myself again. coz as people know.. he is my life. so, without him, i have to pull myself together, n try to accept how shitty my life would be. n yeah. just to let u know, that this phase that im goin through now may takes sometimes. so i hope u jgn la touching sgt.. okie syg.? honestly, right now, i have to be with people who know haffiz. idk y. but yeah. thats why. i xde siapa2 pun u. i cuma ade sus n bai je yg really know haffiz. i am sorry once again. but wtv it is, ull be here in my ♥ . okie.? muuuuuuuuuuuahx.! i xnak tgk u sedih2. i xnak tgk u touching2. u remember what u told me.? be strong. u too darl. coz i xnak tengok my friends all feeling down n shits. i want u guyz to be happy. coz if u guyz happy, atleast that can cheer me up a bit u know. hehe. xP i sayang u la. okie.? see. dalam pic also im kissing u right. see how much i love u. =')

im lucky to have her.

2009-11-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

lolx. zety.!! my darling. fuck. i fucking mizz u like hell my dear. gosh.! when can i see u again.?? x( actually, anytime je. lolx. but yeah.. ure always bz with ur work work n work. btw.. darling.. juz wana say.. thank yOu so much for being there for me. its like, whenever i need someone to hug, someone to talk to, someone who i can lean my head on, it must be u who always there for me. i am so grateful that i have u in my life. n yeah. we always back each other up rittte. ahaha. sometimes its like, i always reminscing about the old times u know. lolx. such sweet memories. x') i love u la sayang. ♥